Nyår

Först tänker jag ta en liten fråga, hur firar ni nyår? Själv ska jag fira med pojkvännen och hans familj- ska bli super kul! Är förmodligen redan där nu - tidsinställtinlägg - om det inte skulle vara så att jag typ dog på bussen. Kommer antagligen göra det då mina hörlurar har gått sönder, så får sitta i 40min själv på bussen utan musik. Sen dagen efter 40min tillbaks till hudik utan musik - kommer avlida. Så fram till imorgon kommer bloggen vara sten död, ville inte fixa fler inlägg hihi
Ännu en gång bild i repris, ber om utsäkt
 

Youtube klipp

Om någon skulle undra, så är det detta som håller mig vaken under nätterna, tröttnar aldrig. Älskar att se när andra ramlar och typ skadar sig själva - omedvetet då, självfallet.

 

Gilly Hicks

Herregud, dom har så mycket fiint! Deras underkläder är superfina, finns hur mycket som helst som jag vill ha hehe. Valde dock att fokusera på denna vackra blåfärgen, finns fler haha. Är verkligen kär i den färgen också, så skulle inte tacka nej till något här ovan - om någon sen tomte ser detta, jag är en snäll flicka till och från - oftast snäll skulle jag vilja säga själv ^^
Måste även påpeka att dessa plagg matchar min bakgrund hahaha
 

Day Three

3, My favorite movie - Detta inlägg skulle ha publicerats igår, men tydligen blev de inte de haha.
Men tillbaks till ämnet; Min favorit film. Det är helt dunder klart Beautiful Creatures
"Ethan Wate
drömmer mardrömmar om en flicka som han aldrig har träffat. När Lena Duchannes flyttar till hans lilla stad Gatlin, dras Ethan oförklarligt till henne. Han beslutar sig för att ta reda på varför det finns ett band dem emellan, även om det innebär att avslöja en hemlighet som kan förändra allt."
Kan möjligtvis ha lånat denna text förut, minns dock inte var ifrån. Så jag har alltså inte skrivit beskrivningen om filmen hihi. Dom har även en awsome hemsida som ni kan hitta häär. Måste även tillägga att jag har boken.
 
 

Veckans...

ROLIGASTE HÄNDELSE: Igår när jag och Ellinor var i Gävle tror jag, annars får jag svara julafton haha.

SÄMSTA HÄNDELSE: Satt och kollade på the nightmare before christmas, och spillde julmust i hela sängen och över hela mig :(

SYSSELSÄTTNING: Pyntade granen i måndags, alltid kvällen innan hihi! 

BÄSTA PERSON: ELLINOR,

IDIOT: Har inte varit i skolan så har inte stött på någon hehe


SNYGGINGAR:
Douglas Smith, Robert Sheehan och Jeremy Davis

RESA: Gävle whoop whoop!

ORD: JULMUST :3

TACK: Till mamma, pappa & Ellinor hihi för dom fina sakerna jag fått ^^

BÄSTA LÅT: Säg vad ni vill men det är denna låt jag lyssnat på som fan hahhaha!

BÄSTA KÖP: Antagligen underkläderna jag köpte igår, tror inte jag har köpt något annat denna vecka hehe

GODASTE DRINK: Ännu en gång, julmust ^^

VILL HA: En utav böckerna jag inte fick i julklapp, som nu ligger överst på min köpa-lista!

VILL INTE: Bli sjuk, har munnblåsor. Brukar alltid få de innan jag blir sjuk - vill inte bli sjuk innan nyår!

VECKANS SKÖNASTE BILD: När Ellinor och jag precis kommit hem från Gävle igår! ♥

Asking Alexandria - Killing You

Helt jäkla besatt av denna låt, så sjukt underbar. Detta var dock första gången jag såg musikvideon, vet inte riktigt vad jag ska säga om den - men oavsett en helt jäkla grym låt. 
När jag ändå skriver, nu borde jag vara i gävle vid den här tiden. Åkte hit imorse med tåget, är här med min älskade syster Ellinor och mamma. Time for some shopping, yeah!
 

Bring Me The Horizon - Can You Feel My Heart

 
 
 

Day One

Kör ännu en gång till med en trettiodagars lista, eller om det är tjugo - får kolla senare. Denna gång ska jag(förhoppningsivs) göra klart den hihi.
 
1. The meaning of your blogname
Hehe, vet inte riktigt om det har någon mening. Ville ha något enkelt men typ mig. Har bytt namn tusen gånger, men detta namn känns liksom bra. Inte för långt, inte för svårtstavat och helt bara enkelt jag. Det är även sjukt kul att uttala; Craziiiiieee! 
Haha, men sen är det väl inte så mycket mer med detta haha. 
- Bild i repris då jag sitter vid min nya dator, återkommer mer om detta i ett kommande inlägg hihi
 

Design byte

Kände för att göra en ny design, så det gjorde jag. Typ, inte en helt ny tillvisso men lite ombyte iallafall. Är nöjd med resultatet - får se hur lång tid det tar innan jag tröttnar på den här också haha. Tror dock att jag kommer korrigera lite små saker senare, men får väl se. 
- Vad tycker ni om den nya designen?
Den gamla designen hihi ^^ 

Så kär

- bilderna i inlägget har jag funnit via tumblr, google eller we♥it
 
 

God jul!

Kan kanske möjligtvis ha photoshopat mig till tomten, funderar på att bli tomte på riktigt. Lönen är liksom bäst - kakor och mjölk! Liksom toppen gott, får även resa jorden runt VARJE ÅR! Fatta vad underbart, även åka i en släde med flygande renar och bo på nordpolen. FATTA VAD FANTASTISKT DET VORE ATT VARA TOMTEN!
Vad tror du, skulle jag passa som tomten? Säg ja, annars får du inga julklappar.
 

Black Veil Brides - Nobody's Hero

 

Grattis Emma!

GRATTIS FANTASTISKA EMMA!
 
 

2013-12-22

I fredags sov älsklingen över här, dock orkade jag inte skriva om det igår - fick inte mycket sömn. Vi hade det super mysigt, och som vanligt kollade vi lite på film haha. Vilket kan ha lett till att jag slog honom ett antal gånger och förväntade mig att få pengar - fick inga.. har även precis fått jullov, delade känslor haha. 1, skit skönt med lov + jul. 2, Det betyder att jag snart går ut nian, och måste skillja mig från vissa människor som jag kännt sen dagis. Plus vissa andra, både så otroligt skönt att få slippa vissa - och hemskt i andra fall. 
Senare idag ska jag förhoppningsvis hem till söta Emma som blir 15! Whoop Whoop! 
 

Asking Alexandria - Not The American Average

 
 
 

Bras & Undies

 

Carlings.com

 

Lucia 2013

Igår var de då lucia på glysis, det var super kul! Höll dock på att ramla flera gånger då vi stod ute på isen och sjöng. Vi hade en matta men den satt fan inte fast haha, det var inte heller bara kören från vår skola utan även skriskoåkare samt en revy. 
bild på hela kören - sen åt vänster stod bandet och spelade
Sen efter detta följde Ellinor med mig hem, super mysigt. Sen idag åkte vi in till stan idag och så sjöng nästan hela kören igen inne på Fyren. Efter det gick jag och Ellinor runt med hennes pappa och kollade på julklappar - kan bock för första julklappen. Känner mig sent ute iår haha. 
 

The Haunted House

Skrev denna korta novell i åttan, det var en skivuppgift då vi fick olika rubriker - Jag valde: The Haunted House
Lämna gärna kritik, kan även ha lånat namnet Crystal Lake från en film - men storyn är inte samma så..
A couple in the middle of nowhere, tried to put up a tent. They did not succeed very well, but it was entertaining to watch. It was rare that I and Jade got visitors. The most people were too scared to even think about coming here. Because of all stories that Crystal Lake was haunted. Of course they were right, but we would never hurt someone innocent. Okay that’s a lie; we would not kill someone who was totally innocent. But it was fun to play with insignificant humans.I mean, we try not to kill them but ... sometimes it happen accidents. And sometimes we have to kill them. We don’t always have a chose.
 
That’s why every talk about “The Haunted Village- Jade's Wrath. Do never go near Crystal Lake”. And the reason why it’s called Crystal Lake is that after I died they started cold the lake after me, Crystal. I was born on one of the shores of the lake. And the reason why the village is called Jade’s Wrath is because Jade played a little game after we died. She wrote Jade’s Wrath in blood on every door in the village every year, on her birthday. She stopped to write that when everyone moved away. My mother was the first one to move. She was a praised member of the council, so as my father. Everyone in the village liked them. But they never found out the truth. I did, Jade to. She’s my sister. We found out the truth about our father. That’s why he killed us. When our mother had put us in our beds one night and went to bed herself. Our father came into the bedroom; he had brought a knife from the kitchen. He stabbed us, and leaved the knife in my chest. The day after, they told that someone had killed us, an innocent man had to die that day. I remember the date when he was hanged, it was noon. I remember when the church bell rang, and then the door under the man drooped. It took not long before the man stopped to struggle, he was dead. It was august 19, 1802. I would turn 18 in just a month.
 
 
But I’m not sad or angry at my father anymore. I and my sister did get our revenge, it was really fun. We planned it very carefully. We started to just look at him. We made sure that he would notice that there was someone there. Who were looking at him. Then after, when he started to get a little paranoid. Then we started to show up in mirrors. Though in his body, so that the reflection looked back.
He thought he was crazy, but he could not go and talk to someone. Because if he would, they would detain him to a metal hospital. Jade has always been more creative than me, she thought we should show us to him. And we did. And the final night, the night before my birthday. He had gone to sleep in a bed in a guest room. The one with no windows. He had carried out the large wall mirror. So the only thing that was there was a bed, a small table and empty light walls. Jade had taken the knife he stabbed us with. She cut herself and wrote "We know that it was you who did this to us" on the wall with her blood. She gave me the knife; I cut myself easily in the wrist and wrote the date when he killed us and the date when the innocent man was hanged. I also wrote to our name next to it. I left the knife on the small table. Jade lighted the candles we placed in the room. Even today I remember his face when he saw the text on the walls. Or when he saw the knife or especially his face when he saw Jade stepped into the room and said, "Do it," and touched the knife and then disappear. I cannot really say that I enjoyed seeing my father take his own life, but it was nice to see. He did not deserve to live after what he did to us. We loved him. But he did not end up on the other side like me and Jade did. I guess he went straight to hell. I hope he has suffered. But a part of me hopes that he has found peace now.
 
I remember every detail, and it feels like it was yesterday.  Not over two hundred years. After about an hour the couple had fixed the tent. The boy asked the girl if she wanted to go swimming in the lake. She said it was too cold in the water. He looked a little disappointed at first but then he smiled and said they could go for a walk in the woods. She smiled and put her arms around his neck and said she loved him and then kissed him gently on his lips. Then they only walked around the woods and talked for hours. The weather was good and the sun was shining. So the humans were unable to imagine the big storm that was coming. Or that right now, four raccoons where by their tent and ate their food for the rest of the week. That was one of the few benefits of being dead, or a ghost that some people called it. You can do exactly what you want to! All the time and everywhere. You don’t have to think of any human needs. You will never get hungry, you don’t need to eat. Or use the bathroom! But after like fifty years it gets boring. I got really tired of everything. Jade had left the city and I was all alone. The humans can’t see you if you don’t have genetic links to the person. So there’s no one to talk to. I mean the animals can sense you, but they can’t see you ether.
 
When the night wasn’t far away the couple tried to get back to the ten. But considering that they were on the other side of the lake, it would take at least three hours to go back. It was now just minutes before the storm was coming, and any second it would begin to rain. They were very close to the village now. When the rain started they went and tried to get into every house. But it was only one house it would go to go in to. Ours. And so they did. They decided to stay overnight in the room that had been the living room. Most of the furniture was still standing, even after all these years. The boy lay down on the couch and reached out his arms so that ta girl could lie down beside him. I sat in one of the armchairs and studied their faces. The girl was so beautiful that it made me angry. Perfect blond hair, red plump lips and a really cute nose.  Jade sat in the other chair and asked me what we would do with them. She was surprised when I said I had not done them anything. She asked why, and I easily said love. She laughed as if I had said something ridiculous. Her eyes froze and the turned her face slowly towards the girl. The girl was stared with terrified eyes at us. With wheezy voice she said,
 
"Who are you" Jade reached out and caressed her cheek.
"You're a very beautiful girl you, but the question is. How can you see us?" Jade was back, she never told me when she was going to leave or when she was going to get back.She gasped and said,
"What do you mean, why should i not see you?"
"Because I'm dead, my sister is also dead, so I ask you again. How can you see us?" The girl screamed, and the boy woke up. Jade turned to me, took my hands and whispered. High enough for the girl to hear.
"She is special, or she has special powers anyway. We don’t know what she can do if she practice, she can be very dangerous. However, she has seen us, we had no choice anymore. Or do you think, our mother had another child?" I smiled at her.
"Maybe, but I don’t think so, I have watch her over the year – until the day she died. But you're right, we have no choice." We looked down at the girl who was lying and shook the boy's arms. "You know what will happen, don’t you?” She shaking her head and the tears started coming.

“Death.”  Said Jade and I simultaneously. The girl screamed as it echoed through the house, while the poor boy did not understand anything. And the date was, august 19 2002. 

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